Warning: Female Girly Rant that has nothing to do with BJJ. Read at your own risk!!!
So today I found out that one of the other guard instructors has a serious crush on one of the other band staff members, who I happen to have a super serious crush on also….uggghhh…and I am sooo jealous cause she and the other guard instructor was talking about it and the other guard instructor was like, well you could make a move during our championship weekend…blah blah blah..and i’m thinking to myself…NO, that was MY PLAN….grrrrr…it’s just not fair….and there’s no one I can talk to about it and I hate life……well…..love life…uggghhh…Life feels so unfair right now….I’m just mad cause she probably has the better chance cause she’s likely to actually try and I’m not that forward and…ugghh…but then i talked to someone else and they mentioned they thought he had a girlfriend, and then I was like, that’s fine as long as it isn’t my other guard instructor! I feel like was just transported back to when I was 15. Really?
sorry all you guys out there who accidently read thru this….but I figured the title was warning enough!
Okay, rant over, time to get over myself, stop whining, and keep moving.
Thanks for listening….:/